Heartbroken
I got my heart broken so badly over the last couple weeks. I don't want to exist or fall in love ever again. It hurts too much when thing go wrong. I have basically been crying on and off since Sunday night. Monday morning was so bad that I found a gun in the house and almost shot myself. I'm in a really really bad place and I'm not sure how to ( Read more... )
I'm not going to give you a bunch of words about going on or being strong or someone else being out there- because the logical part of your mind knows that. It's your heart that hurts and no logic applies to that kind of pain.
But please don't opt out of life. We'd all miss you so much. You're important to a lot of people, people who don't want to see you in this kind of pain, people who love you. People who when you call them or come into a room, you make their day. Please hang on. It really will get better. I promise.
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And I'm serious -- if you need a respite and some time away, my door is open.
I've had my heart broken, desperately painfully, to the point that I couldn't see a future worth living for.
That future does exist, though, sweetheart, and you will build it with your own two hands, when you are ready.
Right now, mourn your losses. You have a right to grief and anger.
Just please remember, when it gets really dark, that there are friends who are willing to take your hand and help guide you out of that dark place.
*gentlest and most comforting of hugs*
<3<3<3
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I wish that I could go knock some stupid heads together for hurting you.
Breathe, as best you can. You need some time to heal -- these wounds are still really fresh.
*pets you gently*
<3<3<3
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