To all those who give a shit...
Haven't updated in a while, but this is a nessesary update. Been feeling alot better these last two days actually. I got some very bad news about the situation I've been in recently, and I don't care. It doesn't bother me anymore. I'm ready to just put all this bullshit behind me and move on with my life. I've shed my last tear over this and I just want to put this all to rest. I just want to move the fuck on...
Now here I am at 1:30 in the fucking morning, thinking my future with someone very close to me is in danger. So now this is my final plea. I am so close to just putting this behind me and feeling good about everything again, but I can't go on without this person in my life. I'm asking everyone who feels my friendship is important to them to PLEASE, STOP TALKING SHIT!!! This is all I ask. Enough with the childish fucking games. I think we've talked about it enough. LET IT FUCKING GO! Why do you feel the need to beat this DEAD FUCKING HORSE!?!? If there is ONE FUCKING PERSON on this earth that should be talking shit, it should be ME! But you don't see me talking shit. I'm directly involved in this situation, I'm the one who's been hurt, none of you have. Yet it seems I'm the only one with any fucking civility left.
Now, that said, I don't mean this to sound like a threat. I don't mean to sound hostile. I just really want to put this behind me and move on. If you REALLY care about me, this is how you can help me. Please. If you really feel the need to rip on someone, I'm right here. None of you have taken any shots at me. I really think Allison has endured enough. If you disagree, most likely you have my phone number. If you don't, get it. I'm more than happy to talk, whatever it takes to put this to rest.
One last note, to anyone who continues this childish shit. You will have shown me just how much my friendship means to you if, after reading this, the bullshit doesn't stop. You will have shown me that it really wasn't about me being hurt, just you being opportunistic and wanting to lash out at someone you probably hardly know. If that's the case, don't expect me to be too friendly much longer. Some of you might think this is Allison manipulating me somehow. No. This is me talking. Fuck you. I think and act for myself. Don't even try pinning my actions on her. It's unfair to her. If you have a problem with anything I've said, your beef is with me.
Vincenzo
Now here I am at 1:30 in the fucking morning, thinking my future with someone very close to me is in danger. So now this is my final plea. I am so close to just putting this behind me and feeling good about everything again, but I can't go on without this person in my life. I'm asking everyone who feels my friendship is important to them to PLEASE, STOP TALKING SHIT!!! This is all I ask. Enough with the childish fucking games. I think we've talked about it enough. LET IT FUCKING GO! Why do you feel the need to beat this DEAD FUCKING HORSE!?!? If there is ONE FUCKING PERSON on this earth that should be talking shit, it should be ME! But you don't see me talking shit. I'm directly involved in this situation, I'm the one who's been hurt, none of you have. Yet it seems I'm the only one with any fucking civility left.
Now, that said, I don't mean this to sound like a threat. I don't mean to sound hostile. I just really want to put this behind me and move on. If you REALLY care about me, this is how you can help me. Please. If you really feel the need to rip on someone, I'm right here. None of you have taken any shots at me. I really think Allison has endured enough. If you disagree, most likely you have my phone number. If you don't, get it. I'm more than happy to talk, whatever it takes to put this to rest.
One last note, to anyone who continues this childish shit. You will have shown me just how much my friendship means to you if, after reading this, the bullshit doesn't stop. You will have shown me that it really wasn't about me being hurt, just you being opportunistic and wanting to lash out at someone you probably hardly know. If that's the case, don't expect me to be too friendly much longer. Some of you might think this is Allison manipulating me somehow. No. This is me talking. Fuck you. I think and act for myself. Don't even try pinning my actions on her. It's unfair to her. If you have a problem with anything I've said, your beef is with me.
Vincenzo