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It's only been about a month since we broke up from Hogwarts and my life has seemed to already change dramatically, as I have changed, and yet again around me the world is also changing. If life can change in a summer, what about a year? or ten years?
Diagon Alley was possibly the first real time I was actually afraid, will it mean I will always be afraid of the darkness I've become.
I am not sure of myself anymore, but I know that whatever happens, I have no choice but to serve the Dark Lord. I do owe him, my father and brother taken at arurors hands. Arurors he killed where I could not. I owe--and once I have given him what I owe, I'm through despite the consequences.
The problem is...I think I'm afraid to die...I dont want to leave those I care for behind, though I also know that when I get to what ever is after this life, they will not except me.
I doubt they accept murderers kindly.
My uncle is rarely home anymore, and he orderers me to stay put, but I'm feeling rebelious.
Diagon Alley was possibly the first real time I was actually afraid, will it mean I will always be afraid of the darkness I've become.
I am not sure of myself anymore, but I know that whatever happens, I have no choice but to serve the Dark Lord. I do owe him, my father and brother taken at arurors hands. Arurors he killed where I could not. I owe--and once I have given him what I owe, I'm through despite the consequences.
The problem is...I think I'm afraid to die...I dont want to leave those I care for behind, though I also know that when I get to what ever is after this life, they will not except me.
I doubt they accept murderers kindly.
My uncle is rarely home anymore, and he orderers me to stay put, but I'm feeling rebelious.