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Why is it that everything I read can be taken the wrong way? Why must I always assume the worst? If anyone could give me a damn good reason, then feel free to let me in on the secret. I just notice that despite the fact that I know things to be true, other things bother me... Maybe certain social clues or things I've noticed in the past. This is all very vague, I know, and people are going to start worrying about me, but I beg you not to. I'm just being a bit introspective. I'm trying to grasp why I find it hard to trust some people. Is it them, or is it me? Am I just untrusting, or is there a reason behind every situation where I'm untrusting? Its hard to tell, mainly because in every situation its different. If one person does an action, and another person does the exact same action, I'll react differently to each individual. Maybe I'm just insane, or maybe each person is just bunched into the 'Like' or 'Dislike' category upon meeting them. I know for some people I dislike them right away (A good example is Navid Dewall, his name is changed to keep it secret) but theres an obvious explanation... Being that the individual somehow annoys or bothers me to the extent of driving me nuts. For others its not so clear cut. I don't like them, but its for no real reason... No more than a vibe I get or they just seem wrong to me. At any rate, this is my little post into LJ after months of not posting anything real, so have a ball with it.