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feel like i am just running out of time and cant catch up. I hate the requirement of college. Maybe i'll do what sarah is doing and interior design certification. its something, its art. its money. i want to be able to buy something i want. anything. a pair of jeans even. poor is sometimes good, sometimes it makes me go insane. like now. bedtime, elliott smith, dreams of flying and maybe red barns. who can tell? its a dream.