I sit here, with a broken heart, a wet face, and an empty bottle of wine. This night was so surreal.

( Beware- long and pic/vid heavy )

I don't often talk about my job here, because I feel like it would just be far too much negativity. Not to mention, it can all be pretty much summed up in one sentence: My boss is a bitch, people are ignorant assholes, and most parents don't think they need to teach their kids to treat people with respect ( Read more... )

You know, after my grandfather died, I felt so guilty about not having been a better granddaughter. I went for a walk and talked to him, and told myself I had given up that guilt and moved on. I even believed myself, until a few days ago.

Late last week Josh got the mail as he usually does, and handed me a letter. There was no name, just a return ( Read more... )

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( Sadness... )

Many of you are my friends on Facebook, so you probably know all this. But I'm just SO EXCITED that I can't stop bragging, so you'll have to deal with it. ;-)

I HAVE A TORTOISE!!!!!!!! Finally, I have a tortoise! It's not quite on the same level as if I could have, say, a SEA TURTLE, but still. He is so adorable! Just the cutest little thing EVER. ( Read more... )

I made a comment the other day about wishing I could afford therapy.
Josh doesn't get it. He figures if I have anything I need to talk about,
he's always there to listen. But I'm always worried about the same
things, and don't want to be a broken record to him. And he can't HELP
my agoraphobia. I'm stressed to the limit each and every day just trying
to ( Read more... )

Wow I can't believe it's been so long. I try to regularly check in on
my friends but for some reason I haven't been tempted to update myself. I
keep thinking about it, but when I get the time to sit down I've either
forgotten what I wanted to say or have no desire to write it all out. I
need some speech to text software so I can just talk to my ( Read more... )

( Survey says... )

Wow! I hadn't realized it had been so long since my last update!

( Rantage ahead! )

So I saw this on Angel's LJ about a week or so ago, and have been meaning to do it for a while. I do apologize for all the noise, Siliga kept trying to sniff and rub up on the microphone, so there's a tiny bit of feedback, and you can hear the creak of the microphone moving around lol. And lots of Siliga's comments. She had a lot to say ( Read more... )