I wanna sleep but I can't
Oh my, I am exhausted, but I cannot fall back to sleep. I got kevin up this morning and off on his way back to akron . I realize more and more everyday how much this kid actually does love me. There was a situation last night with my mother and my mother was being just that my mother and got me really upset. I don't wish to elaborate, because the people who need to know what was said already know. Kevin wasn't here when the first round of the conversation with my mother went down, but he arrived here shortly after. I have never been so happy to see someone in my entire life. I just needed to be held. He gave me the best hug and it was fantastic. Sometimes I just don't understand why my mother can't be happy for me. I have said it before and I will say it again. I am finally at a place in my life where I am happy and why my mother can't be happy for me, I am finally in a point in my life where I know what I want and I am goin to do everything I need to do to achieve it. I want my family and espcially my mother to be a part of my hapiness. Kevin is a huge part of my happiness and I just am so glad that I have him. There are times yes when we bicker and fight and I get angry with him, but we have made a promise to each other that we will never go to bed angry. I think its a great thing. I myself have to work on the way I treat him sometimes. I get upset and shun him as he calls it and I honestly shouldn't. I need to work on it. Well I think i am goin to lay around for a bit before I go looking for a job again.