Mar 10, 2007 17:34
So I recently downloaded this program called IMVU which is this 3D IM program where you get a little avatar and you can earn or buy points to buy accessories and what not for you avatar. Anyway it's cool in concept and it's fun to look at, but for one, it's a trap, theres no avatar restrictions or anything so it could look like a cute chick but completely be a dude, welcome to the internet. On top of that, it's seemeingly a total sausage festival. On top of that, our network is being an even bigger whore than ever before. the internet comes out in spurts. about 5 minutes apart, then theres a hiccup, and then you're screwed, and then it's back for 5 minutes. Yeah, lame, so I don't get a chance to chat with anyone.
For those who don't know, I'm quite depressed. Not all the time, just most of the time. I sadly see why my favorite Aunt offed herself a few years ago. Existence is lonely sometimes and it's oddly hard to fix. Doesn't everyone feel lonely from time to time? So wouldn't people be open to the fact that someone needs somebody? It seems to me like those who are lonely are conditioned into joining or making finding a way out of loneliness into a game where it's almost impossible to find a cure.
Every now and then I remember I'm human and remember that I hate being human. Wheres the X-gene or gama-rays when you need them?