Update
I wanted to put up a quick update to let you know that I am feeling much better, physically and emotionally, than I was at the time of the last update. For one thing, just realizing that I was so much at a loss helped me reevaluate and reappreciate the resources I have that pull me through this time. Many of you have responded in really positive and helpful ways, and Gail and I truly benefit from your support. Last night was another spa night (shower, massage and rewrap legs) and was not marked by tears but by laughter. Through this thought and that guesture and a good suggestion or two energy returns and we find the ability to enjoy the moment is back. We are indeed, not alone.