A poem at the end of the year
I'm not going to be 45 much longer, but I saw this Robert Lowell poem yesterday and wished I had known it earlier this year. It's called "Middle Age"
Now the midwinter grind
is on me, New York
drills through my nerves,
as I walk
the chewed-up streets.
At forty-five,
what next, what next?
At every corner,
I meet my Father,
my age, still alive.
Father, forgive me
my injuries,
as I forgive
those I
have injured!
You never climbed
Mount Sion, yet left
dinosaur
death-steps on the crust,
where I must walk.