what ever may happend the world still turns with or without me
Hey felt alittle bit more attached and happier today. I was really excited about gina's brithday party which was a good time but it ended aburptly when she decided to leave. We went down to the nautical mile for ice cream and to waste some time. it is nice down there at this time of the year. I had a very good time tonite. I am just feeling alittle bit iffy about parts of my life tonite. There is a big gap and i am trying to fill it. Tonite i am attempting to fill it up with some vodka i don't care if i have fucking work tomarrow i am getting myself good and drunk. I need a release and for something to just go right for some time i dunno life has its ways and it is making me feel pretty damn small right now. but hey i am just a drunk pollak right now who cares?