[Fanfiction] - iTunes Drabbles; Various Pairings, mainly OnKey
Title: iTunes Drabbles - 02
Pairing: OnKey, OnHo/TofuHo, and brief!JongTae (No way, I actually can’t believe I just typed this pairing… O.o)
Rating: PG-13-15
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Drama - a mix
Words: 1,769 (in total) - 12 drabbles
Disclaimer: I do not own SHINee (oh the shame), unfortunately all I own is the fragments of my over imaginative mind.
Summary: Some drabbles written within the timeline of 12 songs from iTunes whilst on iTunes DJ. Various pairings but predominately OnKey focused.
A/N: So I was bored and haven’t written anything in a while, because I have been so busy with everything and then I am too tired when I get a break. But I really missed writing. I am currently working on something with a longer plot and with chapters (yes CHAPTERS), in all honesty I doubt I’ll get it done… but I can try. Hahahaha. Yeah so I thought I would do this iTunes thing again because it is quick and is the only way I can produce drabbles, plus because of the time limit you have to get it complete, otherwise I would never finish them, kekekeke (=>.<=). I also tried to mix up the pairings a little, I still can’t believe I wrote JongTae (well pretty much non-existent JongTae, but it is there!), as you will see I couldn’t steer too far away from OnKey, to my OTP I will remain faithful, kekekeke (=^.^=). Again there will be grammar and spelling mistakes, so sorry for those and please enjoy. Please give me feedback, I love getting comments no matter what length they are. Thank You, I hope these are bearable (>.<).
Caught Up - Usher - 03:45
Onew/Key | 127 words
The scent in the air got to Jinki’s head, making the world seem fuzzy and glazed over. This place screamed immorality and sin and it did something to Jinki that he could never explain.
He was a good boy; he didn’t do things like this.
His eyes rolled over the figure that swayed in front of him, the hips flowing with the music’s beat sensually as the dancer on the stage shot him a look over his shoulder. A pink tongue coming out to swipe over plush lips that Jinki thought would smell like cherries.
The boy dancer twirled, the pole between his legs acting like a dancing partner. All the men in the audience putting themselves in the inanimate objects place.
Jinki was going to burn…
On My Own - The Used - 02:43
Onew/Key (Onew centric) | 128 words
He was good at hiding; in fact it was his hobby. The rooftops acting as his own little personal haven, the grey of the building’s roof scraping at his shins as he leaned over the bars looking down on the people swarming around, so unaware of his solitary presence.
He was on his own.
He didn’t mind though, company only brought him pain and confusion. Jinki could never live up to what people expected from him. His parents told him so.
Absent minded he stroked the soft junction of his wrist that hid under layers of clothing and bandage. Gazing down at the world below him that seemed so far away his breath caught as a figure stared up at him, eyes sparkling with a dark brown wonder.
Glass Skin (Japanese Version) - Dir En Grey - 04:29
Onew/Key (Key centric) | 169 words
Kibum never cried. He was a master at masquerading his inner feelings, but when Jinki walked out his door he had never felt so much pain in all of his live. Not even his first pet dying when he was at the tender age of 5 had Kibum cry as much as watching the broad shoulders of Jinki’s back as the older man ran from their shared apartment.
It was over. It was over.
And Kibum could do nothing to stop it, not when he was the one that started it.
He had always built this see through wall around himself that allowed people to get close enough to appreciate him, but never close enough to know him truly, never close enough to know why he had never cried since his 6th Birthday.
So on this day when years and years worth of tears spilled from his eyes that rattled the cage that enslaved his raging heart, the protective layer of his glass skin shattered into a thousand pieces.
1000 no Kotoba ~Alternate Orchestra Version~ - Koda Kumi - 06:25
Onew/Key | 188 words
He wasn’t even sure how it started; Kibum wasn’t always as stuck-up as people took him for, but to be honest he had never seen him and Jinki getting together. Not because he didn’t think the other male was worthy of his company or anything, but just because there were rules and them being a couple just went against those rules.
Jinki was everything Kibum was not. Intelligent, thoughtful, calm, gentle and …unfashionable.
It was just unnatural. It should have been unnatural, but nothing in Kibum’s life had ever felt as natural and pure as their bodies intertwined together, almost as if they could mould into one, and Kibum almost wished they could, because he was sure they would make a miracle individual with all of their attributes mixed together.
So when Kibum whispered the words he never thought would ever leave his lips, his heart beat fast and he wished he could have been as eloquent with words as Jinki was.
His lame breathy confession of ‘I think… I love you’ nothing compared to the thousands of flowing sweet nothings that Jinki graced his sensitive ears with.
Bo (Let’s) - Ivri Lider - 04:06
Onew/Key | 175 words
It was snowing outside and it was Kibum’s favourite time of the year. The festive songs that everyone knew and sang along to, even if they didn’t want to, signifying the arrival of Christmas. He watched the icy flakes fall from the sky like graceful ballerinas sent from the Heavens as they melted into each other in an eternal embrace before lying to rest on the ground with their brothers and sisters.
He smiled as he felt a warm hand take purchase on his bony shoulder.
“You ready?” The gentle voice asked, Kibum nodding his response, smiling widely as he felt himself being moved away from the window.
Jinki‘s strong arms pushing him out into the chilly fresh air, the scratchy sound of wheels rubbing against the stony pathway as they reached the front gate.
“It’s beautiful,” he croaked out, his voice weak but still holding pure happiness.
“I love you, Kibum” Jinki said then, and Kibum didn’t need to turn his head around in his chair to know that the older boy was crying.
Summer 78 - Yann Tiersen - 03:51
Onew/Key | 164 words
Jinki watched as they wheeled the frail body of the love of his life away from his outstretched arms, biting his tongue so he wouldn’t let his tears fall in front of Kibum.
He watched as Kibum’s down cast eyes flickered once before they were even too weak and worn out to work anymore just like the rest of his fragile body.
And then he sobbed, he sobbed until his throat cried for mercy, and still he didn’t let up.
There was this feeling, this feeling that his heart was being ripped out and completely detached from the rest of his organs, all the warmth seeping from his body as he clutched his chest, the people around him asking him if he was okay. He didn’t answer, he couldn’t. Their antiseptic smell making bile rise in his mouth as the saltiness of his own tears burned a slow and painful trail down his throat.
He couldn’t do this. He wasn’t ready to say Goodbye.
Wake Up Exhausted - Tegan and Sara - 03:16
Onew/Key | 125 words
Wiping the dry skin of his hand across his sleepy face, he groaned into the fluffiness of his pillow, he hadn’t slept at all last night. The hazy images of the face that made his stomach do aerobatics he never expected it to be able to carry out blocking him from doing so.
Kibum had drunk too much… and ultimately made a complete fool out of himself.
He hoped Jinki didn’t hate him now. He probably acted really trashy last night, a side of himself he had never wanted the glasses and smart blazer duo wearing man to ever see, and Kibum never cared about what people thought of himself.
He hoped Jinki couldn’t sleep from thoughts of him either. But that was unlikely… right?
Let's Get Married - Al Green - 03:35
Onew/Key | 202 words
The milky sphere started to fill the sky as the grass on the hill they were currently perched on tickled at Kibum’s bare legs.
“Marry me,” and Kibum choked on his own spit. How attractive.
“What?” He asked a dumbstruck expression filling his face, causing the older man sitting next to him to grin a face splitting grin.
“We can’t… I mean if you haven’t noticed - but were both guys, it’s kinda impossible.”
Kibum watched as Jinki’s eyes did that sparkling thing that made his heart feel like it was in his mouth.
“So?” He asked so carefree. He was such a kid. “I love you, you love me, it’s completely logical…”
Kibum just stared at him stupidly. “Well aren’t you full of yourself.” He scoffed as he directed his gaze back up towards the evening sky. Hearing a laugh that sounded more like a melody rise from Jinki’s throat, he couldn’t stop the smile that marked his own plush lips either.
And then his face was being pulled away from the sky’s image to instead look into the older boy’s eyes a shiver running down his body as their lips met.
Yes. I will. He heard himself say in his head.
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？- TVXQ - 03:20
Onew/Key (One-sided), Minho/Onew, Jonghyun/Taemin | 106 words
Kibum scoffed the sound coming from deep within his throat as he rolled his eyes, he knew he was being childish but he couldn’t give a damn.
He watched as Taemin poked at Jonghyun’s face, repeating how he thought 'Dinosaurs were cute and soooo not scary,' but he wasn’t really looking at that particular couple, no because from the corner of his eye he could see Minho feeding Jinki spaghetti pasta like a little baby, hand holding a napkin under the older man’s chin as he feed him cutely.
And Kibum couldn’t even deny to himself that the sight made him sick.
Freaking love birds everywhere.
All Night Long - 2PM - 03:50
Minho/Onew | 144 words
A shiver ran through Jinki’s spine bone as the deep baritone of Minho’s laugh filled his ears, dark and rich. His stomach flipped over in circles as he felt all the blood rush to his face.
The younger boy held him at the waist his deft and long fingers rubbing deep down into the small of his back, Jinki’s arms reaching up to wind around the taller boy’s neck instantly.
“You smell like caramel,” he heard Minho say as he buried his face in-between the junction of Jinki’s tanned neck, emitting a gasp from his plump lips as he felt a warm and slick tongue slide across his smooth and thin skin there.
“M-Minho we shouldn’t-”
“I’m not going to stop, we’ve got all night.” And Jinki didn’t need more persuading than that, his mouth shutting only to open for moans and gasps.
Disappear - Beyoncé - 04:28
Onew/Key (Key centric), Key/OC | 133 words
Kibum scratched at his head, another hour of staring at his phone making his eyes burn, he was going to give up. He wasn’t going to call.
He wished he had of resigned himself to that fact two days earlier, and then he would have been with Jinki and Taemin right now. Instead of staying faithful and loyal to the man that never did the same, how pathetic was he…
He should have just listened to Jinki. He was right and so much more worthy of Kibum’s love than that liar ever was.
It was really true then.
That you always realise what’s good for you before it’s too late and it was.
Let's Stay Together - Al Green - 03:19
Onew/Key | 108 words
Jinki looked into Kibum’s eyes with an intensity that made the younger boy want to shy away.
“Is that it then?” Kibum didn’t respond, “Are you just giving up on us?” Turning away and practically running from the older boy’s questions and equally as questioning gaze.
“I don’t know.”
“What do you mean?” He heard Jinki getting closer and he moved further forward, his back facing the older boy’s sad face, “I am not giving up Kibum. I still want you. I still love you.”
God, Kibum shrivelled up at the utter sadness that was evident in the older boy’s voice.
“I need you… stay with me, please.”
Pairing: OnKey, OnHo/TofuHo, and brief!JongTae (No way, I actually can’t believe I just typed this pairing… O.o)
Rating: PG-13-15
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Drama - a mix
Words: 1,769 (in total) - 12 drabbles
Disclaimer: I do not own SHINee (oh the shame), unfortunately all I own is the fragments of my over imaginative mind.
Summary: Some drabbles written within the timeline of 12 songs from iTunes whilst on iTunes DJ. Various pairings but predominately OnKey focused.
A/N: So I was bored and haven’t written anything in a while, because I have been so busy with everything and then I am too tired when I get a break. But I really missed writing. I am currently working on something with a longer plot and with chapters (yes CHAPTERS), in all honesty I doubt I’ll get it done… but I can try. Hahahaha. Yeah so I thought I would do this iTunes thing again because it is quick and is the only way I can produce drabbles, plus because of the time limit you have to get it complete, otherwise I would never finish them, kekekeke (=>.<=). I also tried to mix up the pairings a little, I still can’t believe I wrote JongTae (well pretty much non-existent JongTae, but it is there!), as you will see I couldn’t steer too far away from OnKey, to my OTP I will remain faithful, kekekeke (=^.^=). Again there will be grammar and spelling mistakes, so sorry for those and please enjoy. Please give me feedback, I love getting comments no matter what length they are. Thank You, I hope these are bearable (>.<).
Caught Up - Usher - 03:45
Onew/Key | 127 words
The scent in the air got to Jinki’s head, making the world seem fuzzy and glazed over. This place screamed immorality and sin and it did something to Jinki that he could never explain.
He was a good boy; he didn’t do things like this.
His eyes rolled over the figure that swayed in front of him, the hips flowing with the music’s beat sensually as the dancer on the stage shot him a look over his shoulder. A pink tongue coming out to swipe over plush lips that Jinki thought would smell like cherries.
The boy dancer twirled, the pole between his legs acting like a dancing partner. All the men in the audience putting themselves in the inanimate objects place.
Jinki was going to burn…
On My Own - The Used - 02:43
Onew/Key (Onew centric) | 128 words
He was good at hiding; in fact it was his hobby. The rooftops acting as his own little personal haven, the grey of the building’s roof scraping at his shins as he leaned over the bars looking down on the people swarming around, so unaware of his solitary presence.
He was on his own.
He didn’t mind though, company only brought him pain and confusion. Jinki could never live up to what people expected from him. His parents told him so.
Absent minded he stroked the soft junction of his wrist that hid under layers of clothing and bandage. Gazing down at the world below him that seemed so far away his breath caught as a figure stared up at him, eyes sparkling with a dark brown wonder.
Glass Skin (Japanese Version) - Dir En Grey - 04:29
Onew/Key (Key centric) | 169 words
Kibum never cried. He was a master at masquerading his inner feelings, but when Jinki walked out his door he had never felt so much pain in all of his live. Not even his first pet dying when he was at the tender age of 5 had Kibum cry as much as watching the broad shoulders of Jinki’s back as the older man ran from their shared apartment.
It was over. It was over.
And Kibum could do nothing to stop it, not when he was the one that started it.
He had always built this see through wall around himself that allowed people to get close enough to appreciate him, but never close enough to know him truly, never close enough to know why he had never cried since his 6th Birthday.
So on this day when years and years worth of tears spilled from his eyes that rattled the cage that enslaved his raging heart, the protective layer of his glass skin shattered into a thousand pieces.
1000 no Kotoba ~Alternate Orchestra Version~ - Koda Kumi - 06:25
Onew/Key | 188 words
He wasn’t even sure how it started; Kibum wasn’t always as stuck-up as people took him for, but to be honest he had never seen him and Jinki getting together. Not because he didn’t think the other male was worthy of his company or anything, but just because there were rules and them being a couple just went against those rules.
Jinki was everything Kibum was not. Intelligent, thoughtful, calm, gentle and …unfashionable.
It was just unnatural. It should have been unnatural, but nothing in Kibum’s life had ever felt as natural and pure as their bodies intertwined together, almost as if they could mould into one, and Kibum almost wished they could, because he was sure they would make a miracle individual with all of their attributes mixed together.
So when Kibum whispered the words he never thought would ever leave his lips, his heart beat fast and he wished he could have been as eloquent with words as Jinki was.
His lame breathy confession of ‘I think… I love you’ nothing compared to the thousands of flowing sweet nothings that Jinki graced his sensitive ears with.
Bo (Let’s) - Ivri Lider - 04:06
Onew/Key | 175 words
It was snowing outside and it was Kibum’s favourite time of the year. The festive songs that everyone knew and sang along to, even if they didn’t want to, signifying the arrival of Christmas. He watched the icy flakes fall from the sky like graceful ballerinas sent from the Heavens as they melted into each other in an eternal embrace before lying to rest on the ground with their brothers and sisters.
He smiled as he felt a warm hand take purchase on his bony shoulder.
“You ready?” The gentle voice asked, Kibum nodding his response, smiling widely as he felt himself being moved away from the window.
Jinki‘s strong arms pushing him out into the chilly fresh air, the scratchy sound of wheels rubbing against the stony pathway as they reached the front gate.
“It’s beautiful,” he croaked out, his voice weak but still holding pure happiness.
“I love you, Kibum” Jinki said then, and Kibum didn’t need to turn his head around in his chair to know that the older boy was crying.
Summer 78 - Yann Tiersen - 03:51
Onew/Key | 164 words
Jinki watched as they wheeled the frail body of the love of his life away from his outstretched arms, biting his tongue so he wouldn’t let his tears fall in front of Kibum.
He watched as Kibum’s down cast eyes flickered once before they were even too weak and worn out to work anymore just like the rest of his fragile body.
And then he sobbed, he sobbed until his throat cried for mercy, and still he didn’t let up.
There was this feeling, this feeling that his heart was being ripped out and completely detached from the rest of his organs, all the warmth seeping from his body as he clutched his chest, the people around him asking him if he was okay. He didn’t answer, he couldn’t. Their antiseptic smell making bile rise in his mouth as the saltiness of his own tears burned a slow and painful trail down his throat.
He couldn’t do this. He wasn’t ready to say Goodbye.
Wake Up Exhausted - Tegan and Sara - 03:16
Onew/Key | 125 words
Wiping the dry skin of his hand across his sleepy face, he groaned into the fluffiness of his pillow, he hadn’t slept at all last night. The hazy images of the face that made his stomach do aerobatics he never expected it to be able to carry out blocking him from doing so.
Kibum had drunk too much… and ultimately made a complete fool out of himself.
He hoped Jinki didn’t hate him now. He probably acted really trashy last night, a side of himself he had never wanted the glasses and smart blazer duo wearing man to ever see, and Kibum never cared about what people thought of himself.
He hoped Jinki couldn’t sleep from thoughts of him either. But that was unlikely… right?
Let's Get Married - Al Green - 03:35
Onew/Key | 202 words
The milky sphere started to fill the sky as the grass on the hill they were currently perched on tickled at Kibum’s bare legs.
“Marry me,” and Kibum choked on his own spit. How attractive.
“What?” He asked a dumbstruck expression filling his face, causing the older man sitting next to him to grin a face splitting grin.
“We can’t… I mean if you haven’t noticed - but were both guys, it’s kinda impossible.”
Kibum watched as Jinki’s eyes did that sparkling thing that made his heart feel like it was in his mouth.
“So?” He asked so carefree. He was such a kid. “I love you, you love me, it’s completely logical…”
Kibum just stared at him stupidly. “Well aren’t you full of yourself.” He scoffed as he directed his gaze back up towards the evening sky. Hearing a laugh that sounded more like a melody rise from Jinki’s throat, he couldn’t stop the smile that marked his own plush lips either.
And then his face was being pulled away from the sky’s image to instead look into the older boy’s eyes a shiver running down his body as their lips met.
Yes. I will. He heard himself say in his head.
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？- TVXQ - 03:20
Onew/Key (One-sided), Minho/Onew, Jonghyun/Taemin | 106 words
Kibum scoffed the sound coming from deep within his throat as he rolled his eyes, he knew he was being childish but he couldn’t give a damn.
He watched as Taemin poked at Jonghyun’s face, repeating how he thought 'Dinosaurs were cute and soooo not scary,' but he wasn’t really looking at that particular couple, no because from the corner of his eye he could see Minho feeding Jinki spaghetti pasta like a little baby, hand holding a napkin under the older man’s chin as he feed him cutely.
And Kibum couldn’t even deny to himself that the sight made him sick.
Freaking love birds everywhere.
All Night Long - 2PM - 03:50
Minho/Onew | 144 words
A shiver ran through Jinki’s spine bone as the deep baritone of Minho’s laugh filled his ears, dark and rich. His stomach flipped over in circles as he felt all the blood rush to his face.
The younger boy held him at the waist his deft and long fingers rubbing deep down into the small of his back, Jinki’s arms reaching up to wind around the taller boy’s neck instantly.
“You smell like caramel,” he heard Minho say as he buried his face in-between the junction of Jinki’s tanned neck, emitting a gasp from his plump lips as he felt a warm and slick tongue slide across his smooth and thin skin there.
“M-Minho we shouldn’t-”
“I’m not going to stop, we’ve got all night.” And Jinki didn’t need more persuading than that, his mouth shutting only to open for moans and gasps.
Disappear - Beyoncé - 04:28
Onew/Key (Key centric), Key/OC | 133 words
Kibum scratched at his head, another hour of staring at his phone making his eyes burn, he was going to give up. He wasn’t going to call.
He wished he had of resigned himself to that fact two days earlier, and then he would have been with Jinki and Taemin right now. Instead of staying faithful and loyal to the man that never did the same, how pathetic was he…
He should have just listened to Jinki. He was right and so much more worthy of Kibum’s love than that liar ever was.
It was really true then.
That you always realise what’s good for you before it’s too late and it was.
Let's Stay Together - Al Green - 03:19
Onew/Key | 108 words
Jinki looked into Kibum’s eyes with an intensity that made the younger boy want to shy away.
“Is that it then?” Kibum didn’t respond, “Are you just giving up on us?” Turning away and practically running from the older boy’s questions and equally as questioning gaze.
“I don’t know.”
“What do you mean?” He heard Jinki getting closer and he moved further forward, his back facing the older boy’s sad face, “I am not giving up Kibum. I still want you. I still love you.”
God, Kibum shrivelled up at the utter sadness that was evident in the older boy’s voice.
“I need you… stay with me, please.”