[Fanfiction] - iTunes Drabbles; OnKey focused

May 29, 2011 04:29

Title: iTunes Drabbles
Pairing: OnKey (one het!OnKey) / brief!JongKey
Rating: PG-13-15
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Drama - a mix?
Words: 1,446 (in total) - 12 drabbles
Disclaimer: I do not own SHINee (oh the shame), unfortunately all I own is the fragments of my over imaginative mind.
Summary: Some drabbles written within the timeline of 12 songs from iTunes whilst on iTunes DJ, OnKey focused.
A/N: I have seen things like this around and just thought I'd give it a try. I really want to be able to write drabbles... but it really seems as though they are not for me, hahahaha. I don't know. I think most of these turned out terrible, but please do read and comment anyway, I'd love to hear your thoughts; in fact I need to hear them. Please forgive me for the mistakes in grammar and spelling, writing within the time limit of some of the songs was practically impossible for me, hahahaha, but it was my Birthday Yesterday (now) and I am still too high off of the fact that I got two SHINee tops (one with "The Onew Condition" printed on it (^O^) that I can't really worry about that too much - being the perfectionist I can at times tend to be, that will probably not be the case when I read over this. Oh well, please try and enjoy anyway... even though the majority of these suck and are pretty depressing (>.<).

Come Back - Koda Kumi - 05:38
Onew/Key | 147 words

Kibum stood alone, the rain hitting the areas of his skin that were exposed like sharp knives. He was biting his lip, probably to the point of drawing blood, but that was the least of his worries, especially when he was watching the back of the love of his life fading away into the foggy distance. He had really screwed up this time, hadn’t he? He felt ashamed, even more so when he pictured the mental image of the way Jinki’s eyes had just stared into his own dark orbs. So much sadness, hurt and disappointment swam in those honey coloured eyes that Kibum treasured. He hated himself for being so selfish and self-absorbed, caring about what others thought about him instead of the happiness that he had shared with the loveable man, who seemed so far away now.

He regretted so much. He felt sick right through to his bones, and that wasn’t to do with the way his freezing clothes were clinging to his flushing skin.

His mind called out; ‘come back’…

Dark Come Soon - Tegan and Sara - 03:07
Onew/Key | 84 words

Jinki turned around in the darkness of his room and black sheets clung to his sore body. He was shivering, even though it was warm and his skin had a light flush to it, he still felt a chill in his bones as a warm and wet tear escaped from his tired droopy eyes, the pearly drop almost comforting within the silence of his bleak room.

What had he done wrong? Why did the one he love reject him and leave him so alone?

The Kids From Yesterday - My Chemical Romance - 05:25
Onew/Key | 134 words

The sun beat down on the dry Earth, parching it further. It felt boiling hot underneath their bare feet as they ran over the crusty sand.

He wished they could stay like this forever, with the innocence and freedom of children. He remembered when they were young they would roll around in the dry sand, holding hands and harmonising in a chorus of laughter.

Kibum wished that he had been able to keep all those promises they had whispered to each other, while the sun shone down on their skin, kissing it a light toffee colour, their childish smiles and imaginations taking them to places deep within their wildest dreams.

It only felt like Yesterday. And as Kibum kept running with Jinki’s slightly bigger hand in his, he wondered where the time had flown.

Wedding Dress (ENG.) - Taeyang - 04:10
Onew/Key (het!OnKey - gender switch) | 117 words

Jinki felt sick, his stomach doing flips as he watched her smile, her white teeth shining with the same sparkle that her chocolate orbs reflected. His face felt numb, his eyes sore from so many nights of crying. He had most definitely done damage to his vocal chords from screaming.

It hurt deep down somewhere in his heart seeing her like this, seeing her like he saw her in his dreams. The white dress fitting her slim figure perfectly, her black hair tied up formally with a loose curl here and there falling down and resting prettily on exposed collar bones. Her plump lips highlighted with a rose gloss smiling for another man, on their Wedding Day.

JoJo - SHINee - 03:39
Onew/Key | 115 words

Jinki stood shocked staring at a random area on the wooden tiled floor.

What just happened?

He was completely knocked of his feet. One moment Kibum was there, the next he was gone, Jinki’s cheek still stinging from Kibum’s long fingers whip.

Had he said something wrong?

He could not fathom as to why it had gotten so out of control. He was so blind, always so oblivious, he felt so angry with himself. How could he have not noticed Kibum was feeling left out and abandoned. He had been spending too much time away from him.

Kibum’s cry of: “Do you not care at all, am I that invisible?” hitting every nerve as he screamed.

Girl Rock - Epik High (feat. Jiae of Freestyle) - 03:23
Onew/Key | 90 words

Jinki’s lidded eyes fluttered as they drank in the curvature of those hips that made his heart thump in his chest at lighting speeds.

“I know you’re watching Jinki…” The soft voice practically purred.

Damn, Kibum was a tease and he loved it, just as much as Kibum loved having eyes all over him, always eyes, never hands. It was a thrill for Kibum, knowing he had that much power over the weak hearts of men.

Jinki smirked, licking the surface of his plump lips. Tonight the power would switch.

Confessions Intro - Usher - 00:47
Onew/Key | 27 words

Jinki kissed Kibum’s plump mouth, both of them shivering. The taste so familiar and seductive, it melted on his tongue.

“I’ve got a confession… I love this.”

웃는다 (Outro) - 2AM - 01:10
Onew/Key (Key!Centric) | 34 words

“Is he okay?”

Kibum ignored the hushed whispers as he fell to his knees, the world around him turning black and grey as his legs wobbled and his throat constricted.

WHY!? His mind screamed.

I Was Preveleged to Love - Ivri Lider - 04:46
Onew/Key | 181 words

Jinki smiled down at the picture in his lap, his fingers unconsciously running over the face he loved so much captured in time. He remembered taking this picture, he remembered how Kibum had told him not to take anymore and his hands going up to cover his reddening face. Out of all the pictures he took that day this was his favourite, because he had caught the young man off guard.

He stared down at it in shock when he saw a wet spot appear on the other wise flawless glass that protected the image.
He gasped as his fingers wrapped tighter around the silver frame.

Kibum was gone. He was not here anymore.

Jinki’s heart clenched. He was so alone, the memory of Kibum’s love etched deep within his useless heart that still beat for those smiles that reached all the way up to mischievous feline shaped eyes.
He was so privileged to have had someone like Kibum there by his side. He hoped he had made Kibum feel the same, no matter how short his precious life had been.

我、闇とて・・・ - Dir En Grey - 07:03
Onew/Key | 247 words

Jinki was pushed up against the white washed wall, his legs shaking as he sucked a breath in. He wanted to scream, to run but he couldn’t. This Kibum… it was Kibum, but not the Kibum he had known. It broke his heart to see him like this, the monster he had become. His darkened eyes sharp, blurry from rage and hunger. Jinki felt so sick he had to hold back the rise of bile he felt in the back of his tight throat.

“You’re such a weak being. I always knew that.” Kibum’s sharp voice pierced through him more than any other pointed object could.

“You’re pathetic Jinki.” And Jinki winced the hand that came into contact with his skin drawing blood and as he felt the warm liquid trickle, he felt like he had no escape. The panic on his face making Kibum laugh like a maniac as he leaned in his breath hot against Jinki’s sensitive flesh.

“Your mine, remember, you can’t escape - not now, not ever.” Kibum looked at Jinki his eyes turning dark with lust.

“I’ll kill you before that happens,” and Jinki screamed then as he felt the soft skin of his neck being ripped open by Kibum’s relentless biting that had Jinki convulsing against the cool wall as tears fell from his sore eyes.

“Please, Kibum. Stop…” Jinki whispered before his vision turned blurry and the world started to fade away into a raven blackness that felt familiar, yet so strange.

ウィーアー! - TVXQ - 03:38
Onew/Key | 89 words

Kibum pushed at Jinki’s broad shoulder.

“Shut up.” He said, a harsh tone to his voice, but his eyes shining with amusement that he saw mirrored in Jinki’s sharp orbs.

“Never~” The older man said in a sing-song kind of voice as he poked at the younger man’s sides, his large hands prodding his ribs.

“I love you more than…” Kibum raised a fine eyebrow waiting for Jinki’s next answer to this stupid game that he seemed to be playing.

“…than -than chicken!”

And Kibum fell off his chair.

愛せない 愛したい - TVXQ - 05:51
JongKey/OnKey (one-sided) | 181 words

Kibum smiled as Jonghyun practically fell into the small café, his hair still an array of neat spikes, even in the unruly weather conditions.

“Hi there.” Kibum said amusement in his voice, to which Jonghyun snickered and placed a sloppy kiss onto Kibum’s defined cheeks.

Jinki squirmed in his seat, a feeling that reminded him of sickness running through his body at the sight. Jonghyun was his best friend and Kibum was, was well - he wasn’t sure what Kibum was to him other than his best friend’s boyfriend. He did know that he was a bad person for falling in love with him though and he watched as the loving couple giggled all over each other, and he felt ashamed at his thoughts. He felt so disgusting for placing himself in Jonghyun’s place, for wanting what was not his to want.

And when Kibum’s eyes flickered over to him, his heart throbbed painfully in his chest.

“Are you okay, Jinki?” Kibum’s gentle voice asked; genuine concern on his features.

“Yeah.” Jinki laughed a fake laugh that ripped his heart open even more.

rating: pg-13, !fanfic, drabbles, !fandom: shinee, itunes, rating: pg-15, pairing: onkey

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