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appurrently the $300 lens i went broke for until next week is the wrong one. i stuck it on to kinda try it out and in every picture everything up close was completely blurry and everything in the distance was crystal clear. so i looked it up and "more for professional photographers" and something something "wildlife" OH OK no wonder. and that's pretty much the opposite of what i needed but i just went strictly on someone's recommendation because they use this camera and i didn't bother doing any research because i assumed they knew what they were talking about (is that...bad?)
i never- NEVER allow myself any extra time for anything. it just doesn't even cross my mind that you know, sometimes problems may come up, or i may decide to do extra things that take more time, or whatever. i guess i just thought "i'll buy this camera and figure out how to work it overnight." i thought that, without really thinking it, in the back of my mind. as i always do. i shoot myself in the foot again and again because it's all i can see and i'm not sure what i'm looking at exactly but i'm so hot to fire the gun. is that a bad analogy? fuck i don't know. bang.
I'M JUST CRANKY because i didn't take my meds last night because seroquel knocks me out and i was wide awake and busy doing things, i was up all night and all day today working furiously and fast and you know something else, the macro setting on this nikon, i am dissapoint. the dinky Canon i've been using takes closer pictures. i suppose i may be missing something but WHAAAT
i WOULD just use the Canon to get pictures of my new shit, if i didn't always have to spend at least an hour on every single picture adjusting it in psp to get it where it doesn't look like -complete- utter shite. and i WOULD do that, but the computer with psp IS A PILE OF RUBBISH IN THE CORNER BECAUSE OF THAT NASTY VIRUS and this one is SO SLOW that i can't even edit pictures with a limited thing like photobucket or whatever.
also i wonder how long it will take to install the software for the nikon (and on -THIS- computer) anyway. or how that works even. i'm glad i thought all this through and gave myself plenty of time.