come home quickly

[vileandcheap]

i wasn't feeling well yesterday, so i missed work. i shouldn't have. but i did. i feel bad and don't want to be a flake. i'm not gonna miss work for a long time, or not at all. if anything i should have worked yesterday and stayed in bed today. i feel so sick. i'm over tired, look like a wreck, am a bit shaky, and have a headache that won't quit. other then that i'm great! life is nice, things get complicated at times, but what can you do but deal with them. i desperately need to move out. but have no prospects of an apartment or a roommate(s). i wish katie worked out here and wanted to live out here. there's no way i'm moving to riverside. home life isn't bad, it's just, living with your parents gets old.

my brother leaves to go back to the ukraine for God knows how long. i'm quite sad about this. i loved having them here. even if there were a few sleepless nights from cosmo crying, i wouldn't mind a few more. i haven't seen them since saturday. they leave at 1 today, and i don't get off until 2:30. i think for my lunch break i'll go home and see them and say my goodbyes. it's so sad. i hate that they live so far away. i hope they come back for summer. i don't want cosmo to forget who i am or what i look like.

i need coffee, desperately. and maybe some breakfast to pick me up. ohh or even orange juice.

i get to hang out with him today, that makes my day 100 times better. i hope i don't fall asleep. i need to wake up!