i need sleep!
i really need to get my sleep pattern back to non-vampiric hours. i was going to go to sleep today at 3am... its 5am now.. im posting and then bed.. i hope.
this past thursday i was invited to go to medieval village not too far from here. the plan was go to work in the morning then hop on train to meet with friends... well at 6am i still hadnt slept and had to get to work by 930am... so no sleep, work, come home, bed... no village. worst of all, i missed a medieval festival there! a fucking medieval festival in a real medieval village.. i should shoot myself.
yesterday i went to sleep late again promising to get up on time to do my christmas shopping.. my last few days of this... what happens... i get woken up by a phone call.. i say, " oh i was sleeping"... my friend says, "What the fuck, its 5pm"!!
yeah i suck asshole!
tomorrow im getting up no matter what. i still need to find a gift for mommy!!
since its my last weekend in Barcelona before my three week trip to nyc, tomorrow is my night out to my fav disco here.
then sunday... my band plays! yay.. more dancing..
then monday my boy comes back to amsterdam which means... sex, work, sex, work, sex, work...
until WEd. when i get on my plane to fly hoooommmmmeeeeeeeeee
ooh im gonna do one more thing before i go to sleep..... show a comparison....
this was me on my 21st birthday with my buddy coked up Scotty
and the guy i was cheating on my boyfriend with at the time:
now this is my boyfriend with his friends.. he's wearking khaki shorts and a black top..
i think we are the perfect example of that old saying.. opposites attract.
this past thursday i was invited to go to medieval village not too far from here. the plan was go to work in the morning then hop on train to meet with friends... well at 6am i still hadnt slept and had to get to work by 930am... so no sleep, work, come home, bed... no village. worst of all, i missed a medieval festival there! a fucking medieval festival in a real medieval village.. i should shoot myself.
yesterday i went to sleep late again promising to get up on time to do my christmas shopping.. my last few days of this... what happens... i get woken up by a phone call.. i say, " oh i was sleeping"... my friend says, "What the fuck, its 5pm"!!
yeah i suck asshole!
tomorrow im getting up no matter what. i still need to find a gift for mommy!!
since its my last weekend in Barcelona before my three week trip to nyc, tomorrow is my night out to my fav disco here.
then sunday... my band plays! yay.. more dancing..
then monday my boy comes back to amsterdam which means... sex, work, sex, work, sex, work...
until WEd. when i get on my plane to fly hoooommmmmeeeeeeeeee
ooh im gonna do one more thing before i go to sleep..... show a comparison....
this was me on my 21st birthday with my buddy coked up Scotty
and the guy i was cheating on my boyfriend with at the time:
now this is my boyfriend with his friends.. he's wearking khaki shorts and a black top..
i think we are the perfect example of that old saying.. opposites attract.