Mar 18, 2006 00:46
ok my english thing...
i didnt read it cuzzzz... well i dont like doin that kinda stuff in front of people...
but yea here it is...
All her life she felt like she was kept in cage, and she wanted to get out but she had nowhere to go. Staring at the plain white ceiling she decided she had to leave tonight. Everything was uncomfortable about the day, about her, about the house, nothing felt right. She had to get out and go somewhere that felt like home. Her eyes burned with excitement. She listened to the house. When no one moved and the house seemed to be asleep she got ready. The house often lied, she had to check. She cracked her door to listen closer, her door screamed as she opened it, her heart sank, she was sure that she would get caught again. It always tried to giver her away. She stood still. Nothing moved. she took a deep breath and slipped out her door.
She walked down the wooden steps and glass broke with every stair. Stares from the shadows stopped her and she shivered, her life was like the broken glass, with so many bridges burned for her it was impossible to put back together, and ice surrounded her, and everything froze as she continued down into the living room. The carpet was covered in dead and dying bodies, and bloody last words, barely seen or heard from the darkness that covered and surrounded them. She’d done this enough times to know they were there.Yet still she danced over them breaking their dead any dying bones, muffling their bloody last words.
Cries and shreiks were heard but not acknowledged as she slipped through the cracks in the kitchen and fell out the door. Sounds of machines seemed to echo throughout the whole world, and a door was opened, to the outside.She stepped out for the first time in a long time. Looking for truth she glanced at her wrist, she didnt find it. It only blinked 12:00, 12:00, 12:00...
It wasn’t so dark she couldn’t see the trees bare and breaking, cackling in the breeze. It was dark enough that she could look up and see the bulletholes theat punctured the sky. The war that ruined the world but made it more beautiful, but only at night. Skin was exposed enough for the frost to bite. The frost of any night, no matter the season. Her skin was once smooth and now it was covered in bumps of the cold. Then using the old technique, putting one foot in front of the other, she moved. Inhaling and exhaling as she went, the carbon dioxide she exhaled was the like pollution of a freezing cigarette that had no bottom, It was endless. Like the street seemed to be. She couldn’t see then end and she wasnt sure about the beginning. The shortest distance to somewhere is to not go at all, but she couldnt bare to stay there one more minute so she walked in a straight line, hoping the direction she chose was the right one. The sounds followed her. The inhaling and exhaling, and the collision of her feet against the tiny rocks forced into position underneath her. She started running, and running hard. The wind whispered secrets in her ears but she was going to fast to hear what they were.
She ran until she was out of breath and could take another step, she bent over and put her numb hands on her knees and tried to catch her breath. She stood up and started walking again, she didnt want to lose another second. The farther away she was by morning the better. Nothing looked familiar at night, but with every step she took she felt a little more free. She finally broke out of her cage. There were too many places to go and she didnt know how to get to any of them. Freedom can be difficult like that.
She felt something, she wanted to speak, but there was no one to talk to and there was no one to listen to her. So she closed her mouth to swallow the words she didnt want coming out, but there was a lump in her throat and she caughed, it came out in a piercing scream that hurt her voice as it escaped. Her eyes began raining over the geography of her face. Drowning her insanity in freedom. Her body shook as she silently sobbed.
She dropped herself hard on the ground and laid down on her back, she opened her eyes and noticed something new, a new glow that wasnt there before. Seing this calmed her, She gazed into the new star she had found, and the hint of a smile crept across her face. The cold air dried her tears, she knew then where she would go.
wow thats lame... sry guys... if u skipped it and didnt read u made a wise choice...
so yea hilarys party...
it was ok...
i beat my usual record of 15 secons of dancing
and i danced for like 10 minutes total... this crazy goal beating dance started with "My Hump" and im not afraid to say it lol.
but besides that
the only good part was txting brandon
:Dand im meeting him at carmike tomorrow!!!1 ok yahh im super excietd for that cuzzz... well
i like him... but shhhh... dont tell lol
ok well thats it for now...
waitttt...
aww he soo cute...
he just said he would dream about me...
i didnt think he liked me... but dan was right .... again..
o yahhh and SPRING BREAK started today...
:)
still today was a little bad... i dont really kno why... mostly good stuff happened
o well...