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Why do I feel like you're about to leave me again? I have this aching feeling, burning in my cheeks like the pain of holding back ears. It's bringing me down. I've sensed your coldness all week-- how difficult you were to reach, your one word answers, your lack of sweetness. Are you going to shatter me again? Are you going to leave? I don't know what to say anymore, other than I will never love again. I don't want to get hurt. And you were my first. First cut is the deepest.