sunshine
I've taken some time to do some thinking recently. I've been pretty busy but it felt important to slow down for a couple of mins to sort out where i think i am. I could explain but i don't really know how. Only that it was sparked by faces from the past, from a long long time ago. It got me thinking about how some people have changed and some seem just the same... and i wonder what has happened in the gaps since i've seen them. I'm not sure if i've done much or not in the last few years. Am i the same person? I think i'm more calm now. I feel more peaceful then ever before, and i'm content with just being me and i don't feel like i have to be somebody else for anybody. I'm proud of that.
I have hopes and dreams now that i have think might become reality. I have time to make the things that i want to do happen. I feel like i'm being honest with myself. All of these things make me a happier person then the person i was 4 or 5 years ago. I think that is an achievement.These are the things that i judge the last few years of my life by.
Basically the outcome of my thinking was that i'm happy, i'm content and i'm proud of who i am. I graduate tomorrow and i guess that closes one chapter in my life. I'm not a student any more. Whatever comes next is up to me......
I have hopes and dreams now that i have think might become reality. I have time to make the things that i want to do happen. I feel like i'm being honest with myself. All of these things make me a happier person then the person i was 4 or 5 years ago. I think that is an achievement.These are the things that i judge the last few years of my life by.
Basically the outcome of my thinking was that i'm happy, i'm content and i'm proud of who i am. I graduate tomorrow and i guess that closes one chapter in my life. I'm not a student any more. Whatever comes next is up to me......