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i'm really angry
at myself, at shannon, at doctors, at people, many many people, at god
i have no right to be angry
i have alot of guilt
that makes me even angrier
i am so fucking tired of funerals, i've been to more than my mother has and she's 65 fucking years old
i'm so wrapped up in my things, i forget how much time really passes
that pisses me off
i've been drunk for a little less than 24 hours and i don't feel any better
i'm so sick of this shit
at myself, at shannon, at doctors, at people, many many people, at god
i have no right to be angry
i have alot of guilt
that makes me even angrier
i am so fucking tired of funerals, i've been to more than my mother has and she's 65 fucking years old
i'm so wrapped up in my things, i forget how much time really passes
that pisses me off
i've been drunk for a little less than 24 hours and i don't feel any better
i'm so sick of this shit