Sep 21, 2012 15:31
I spent over a month in the hospital after the little accident in Berlin. We were a lot worse off that the doctors first taught. But we are all okay now. After getting out of the uncomfortable hospitalbed I quickly left Berlin. Didnt feel like staying in a place with those kinds of memories right away. Besides my family back in Sweden had gotten the news of what had happend and I wanted to be gone before they came rushing. So I packed my bag (again), it was starting to feel like I was living in my suitcase. For the summer I drifted around in europe, mostly Nice and Monaco. Just taking in the sun and the warmth. It was a wonderful time, just sitting on the terrace of the hotel I was staying at and watch the water, drink wine and listen to lazy french music. I met an american guy that I spent some time with, he was an Journalist living over in New York. He was supposed to be there trying to get some inspiration for the book he was trying to write. Hopefully things are going well for him. But as fall came around the corner and so also my birthday and lets say I got a little panic-attack. Feeling way to old for running around like this. There was a lot of tears and trips down memory lane. But in the end I made the decision to give good old London one last shot. So I got back to the UK, its where I feel most at home. Now I moved into a apartment in London. Not with any of my friends thou. Just me. This was the time to try something new, not just running straight back to my old pals. Even thou I have a little contact with some of them.
But for now my days mostly consist of me strolling around on the town trying to fins some nice furnitures and stuff for my apartment. Earlier I have never even cared how the place looks like, as long as I had a bed I was fine but now this is going to be my home for some time so it has to look like it! And if I am not out shopping I will just stay home and stare at the TV until my eyes fall out. I got to start to interact more with other humans, being this anti social can't be healthy for ya.