I don't think I can do this anymore. I am very depressed. I can't be in this city for another semester, especially at this school. I can't fall asleep when I need to, and during the day all I do is sleep. I'm becoming apathetic which is making it increasingly hard to keep up in a few classes. I crave friends, going out, social interaction. I can't make friends here. The friends I do have are the ones I live with and they have their precious bf/gf. Its probably partly my fault because I am an angry person here. I hate everyone at my school. I hate cars. Whites hate blacks. Blacks hate whites. Everyone hates everyone.
I've been breaking off unhealthy cycles in my life, and this is the biggest one that needs to go.
Anyway, enough of that. I have my bike and cycling is one of the biggest positive attributes in my life right now. I love riding for hours or just practicing tricks in the parking lot, its therapeutic and calms me.
I want these handlebars really bad!!!