Hello Again
Im moving back here... If there is any question about continuity (like, the fact that there arent any posts in here from october through december) well dont worry. Absolutely nothing happened. I spent an incredible amount of time in a library trying to learn stuff that lots of people already know, I went to classes, listened to music, had a mean, selfish roommate, and have been searching for the same things I have been searching for since my first post here back in november of 2003.
I always think I'm getting closer to that end-state, but its just an illusion. The journey is in my mind, and as long as I think I'm still traveling, I never be there.
I think that it isnt really even all that important. I should focus on enjoying every second that I can from now until the time that I die. I should also make an effort to record my memories, to keep them preserved. Thats where this journal comes in. I have a collection of primary documents starting from November of my junior year of high school, and I will use this until I decide to stop.
In the mean time, I need to figure out how to grow up.
I always think I'm getting closer to that end-state, but its just an illusion. The journey is in my mind, and as long as I think I'm still traveling, I never be there.
I think that it isnt really even all that important. I should focus on enjoying every second that I can from now until the time that I die. I should also make an effort to record my memories, to keep them preserved. Thats where this journal comes in. I have a collection of primary documents starting from November of my junior year of high school, and I will use this until I decide to stop.
In the mean time, I need to figure out how to grow up.