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It's just so weird, being with someone nine months, and then all the sudden it goes rock bottom, and they're gone; for no reason. I just never thought it would happen like this and this soon. Especially because I was extremely happy. Happier than I've ever been. I really wanted to be with him longer though, he made me really happy and was the first person I ever had feelings for. I feel so stupid now, putting myself out there and opening up. And I just hate knowing that I'll never even have the friendship I had before. Just glances in the halls and an occasional hello & whats up, it'll never be the same. But I know that there's someone else out there for me. And on a positive note this experience has made me learn a lot about myself and has helped me grow as a person and has made me SO thankful for the things and people that I DO have in my life. I am truly lucky.
<3
Yeah, its a 3-leaf clover. who believes in luck anyway?
But how can you promise the world? How can you promise your heart when it's always searching?
But I'm just like you, I don't want to deny my heart its chance to feel. I don't want to deny my soul something real.
<3
Yeah, its a 3-leaf clover. who believes in luck anyway?
But how can you promise the world? How can you promise your heart when it's always searching?
But I'm just like you, I don't want to deny my heart its chance to feel. I don't want to deny my soul something real.