Sep 19, 2006 15:20
No word.
It's time for me to let go.
I heard this really great song.
It was such a god damn coincedence.
Like it was written for me...and mocking me at the same time..
I know you're losing sleep over me
I know you'll relive every moment
Below sheets where dreams are made
I know you'll cover your eyes
I know you'll quiver when fingers touch your side
But it all coincides some way.
Move a little closer, hold me tighter
I'll stay if you're gonna keep me in line
Don't want it to be over, move move slower
I'll stay if you're gonna keep me in line (in line)
I know everything reminds you of me
Even the songs you thought I'd never sing
I know you'll mess up your hair
I know you'll do things you would never dare
But it all coincides in some way
Now we're here, with the lights turned low
You won't regret anything we do
It's up to you, now make your move
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It doesn't matter anymore now I guess. What else can I do? If he felt the same or even remotely the same...he would have said something..but no. It was just "read" and that's it. It's harder to let go of this than any other break up...why? Because this is like 6 years of holding on to feelings for someone. And it's strange letting go of something that I am so used to.
I'll still be here.