Returning to NY.
I am going back to Ny this summer. For a few weeks I hope. I'm not sure when. I am aiming for the 26th. Just depends on what happens this weekend with my work place. I have to request off and stuff and figure out of my co-worker will cover the shifts. I don't see a problem. I'm probably not gonna go visit anyone this time. If yall wanna see me its cool, just send me a message some time. My cell number is posted on a few of my entries. Hopefully it won't snow lol. I really don't wanna have to remember a certain event agian, except this time without him.
In 13 months, I will be in Ny (June 2008 through August 2008) with my fiance. So these will be my last two trips to NY until after I am done with college. And maybe even forever. There is just far to much history and past there, I don't want to return to. Last time I saw that house on Sheppard and remembered what happened there, I wanted to put myself back in the hospital... but this time be dead on arival. I love you guys, regardless of the fact that yall hate me now... Yall were the best people, and because I was fucked up... I treated yall like crap.
I'm going to make a new livejournal account.... I'll leave this one up and maybe update it once in a while... with a simple hi.... just incase anyone wants to leave a message. But I don't need to burden him, or anyone else anymore. So I will talk to yall later. thank you for everthing(no sarcasim). I hope things go well for everyone...
Maybe I'll see you in Ny.
<3 Stephanie Lynne Lewis
In 13 months, I will be in Ny (June 2008 through August 2008) with my fiance. So these will be my last two trips to NY until after I am done with college. And maybe even forever. There is just far to much history and past there, I don't want to return to. Last time I saw that house on Sheppard and remembered what happened there, I wanted to put myself back in the hospital... but this time be dead on arival. I love you guys, regardless of the fact that yall hate me now... Yall were the best people, and because I was fucked up... I treated yall like crap.
I'm going to make a new livejournal account.... I'll leave this one up and maybe update it once in a while... with a simple hi.... just incase anyone wants to leave a message. But I don't need to burden him, or anyone else anymore. So I will talk to yall later. thank you for everthing(no sarcasim). I hope things go well for everyone...
Maybe I'll see you in Ny.
<3 Stephanie Lynne Lewis