Emo fucks unite.
So lately I've been being a real asshole and it's obvious to everyone. I'm not exactly sure what's causing the change in mood but I'm pretty sure it's a combination of everything together. I kind of feel bad when I hurt a good friends feelings but on the other hand I feel even worse for not feeling bad at all. Does this make sense to you? I try to make myself concerned or interested in others lives but I continue to just not give a shit. I used to bitch and complain about people sketching out on me and not wanting to hang out but for about a month or so now I couldn't care less if that phone ever rings.... I'm not depressed or anything and that's the strange part. I'm content. I feel like I don't need anyone else in my life but if someone comes along, that's cool. I don't like drama so I don't want to get involved in people's issues so I show no interest in the "woe is me" stories. Maybe it's because I don't really have anyone who sits and listens to all of my problems so why the hell should I sit and listen to yours? If you care enough to hear me out then okay I might tolerate you for a good minute or two. I just know that all bad things pass, relationships don't last, life goes on, you make new and improved memories every day. I'm fortunate for the few people that stick around me long enough to truly get to know me. Thank you. I'm sorry I'm such a hard ass. Hopefully our love will endure through it all.