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my head feels like its going to explode... but it's these weird short spasms of pain on the left side of my head. part of me thinks i should be worried, but oh well.
i'm tired. very tired. and very... i don't know. i don't know if there are words to describe it. i just feel... claustrophobic. restricted. monotonous. wanting to go somewhere i've never been to before... just hop in my car and drive. the only thing keeping me sane right now is my student teaching, oddly enough. i feel sane there. than i leave, and i want to just drive. as far as my gas tank will take me. but then i remember i have class. and work to do. and meetings. and moving. and blah blah blah. the same old shit, with new stressful shit added on.
but there's nothing i can do about it now. i think over the summer, i'm gonna make lots of changes. it's time for change.
change is good.
i'm tired. very tired. and very... i don't know. i don't know if there are words to describe it. i just feel... claustrophobic. restricted. monotonous. wanting to go somewhere i've never been to before... just hop in my car and drive. the only thing keeping me sane right now is my student teaching, oddly enough. i feel sane there. than i leave, and i want to just drive. as far as my gas tank will take me. but then i remember i have class. and work to do. and meetings. and moving. and blah blah blah. the same old shit, with new stressful shit added on.
but there's nothing i can do about it now. i think over the summer, i'm gonna make lots of changes. it's time for change.
change is good.