How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Jesus fucking Christ! (or Lucifer..or Peter...-- sorry about that, no offense intended...) Ugh. I NEED TO STOP FAILING AT LIFE RIGHT NOW. I need to finish reading the Sun Also Rises for the midterm.....I need 4 fucking pieces for art and backgrounds...I need to bring up my math grade desperately, and I know report cards are going to screw me because its going to say "krista does not do her math homework" and my parents will KILL me...and I am worried about my Lit grade, I've been getting crappy grades on essays... Please God, let me get nothing lower than an 80. Fuck. All well...thank God for backgrounds. And art- atleast Doc will leave good comments (or I really will be fucked.) Sorry about the rant; I needed that. Feeling very stressed and screwed over. Ewww. And cram jam tommorrow....tending to nhs responsibilities that I have completely neglected....I can't wait for midterms, so I have time to catch things up. Finish the damn never-ending exhibit. Bah. I hate this- I ALWAYS feel that I have a million things to do, and I never make a dent, but I always work. I get so caught up in what I have to do that I waste time that should be spent doing it. Like ranting here. This year can not end soon enough........this summer is going to be the best of my life, simply because I won't have any looming deadlines. Just Italy. And work. And...actually living. Alright, more art to do, adios.
Where I've become so numb without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Jesus fucking Christ! (or Lucifer..or Peter...-- sorry about that, no offense intended...) Ugh. I NEED TO STOP FAILING AT LIFE RIGHT NOW. I need to finish reading the Sun Also Rises for the midterm.....I need 4 fucking pieces for art and backgrounds...I need to bring up my math grade desperately, and I know report cards are going to screw me because its going to say "krista does not do her math homework" and my parents will KILL me...and I am worried about my Lit grade, I've been getting crappy grades on essays... Please God, let me get nothing lower than an 80. Fuck. All well...thank God for backgrounds. And art- atleast Doc will leave good comments (or I really will be fucked.) Sorry about the rant; I needed that. Feeling very stressed and screwed over. Ewww. And cram jam tommorrow....tending to nhs responsibilities that I have completely neglected....I can't wait for midterms, so I have time to catch things up. Finish the damn never-ending exhibit. Bah. I hate this- I ALWAYS feel that I have a million things to do, and I never make a dent, but I always work. I get so caught up in what I have to do that I waste time that should be spent doing it. Like ranting here. This year can not end soon enough........this summer is going to be the best of my life, simply because I won't have any looming deadlines. Just Italy. And work. And...actually living. Alright, more art to do, adios.