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I talked to both my doctors today. The two conversations were very enlightening. My psychiatrist told me there are only two types of medications for anxiety.... Narcotics and antihistamines. She told me that because she specializes in psychiactric medication I should not question this. She seemed annoyed that I expressed my concern.
My regular doctor didn't mirror her however. She prescribed an anxiety medication that is neither narcotic or antihistamine an told me if there's any problem to call her so she can help. I felt a lot better after seeing her because she cares about every concern I have and never gives me egocentric lectures about her specialty.
After I got this taken care of I slept for hours a sleep I have not had in a while... Feeling safe and in control of my life. I dreamed I was a hot Angelina Jolee type of woman who busted bad guys with cool weapons and sexy Kung Fu skills. It was very good sleep.
Right now I am not intending to answer my phone or have visitors for a few days. I need to focus on getting mentally prepared for returning to work so I appologize to those who have tried to communicate with me today. I am in hermit mode. I will seek nature, magick, and family only for a time.
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