My life partners out banging the german girl, can I hang out with you?
Last night was quite fun if I do say so myself. I got some things I've been meaning to take care of out of the way. It was basically me Jess and this guy Allen the entire night, it was quite fun and enjoyable if I do say so myself. Today is Vikki's Grad party, its soooo weird, she's always been my Auntie Vikki and now, she's not gonna be around for the first time in 12 years. Time and changes are weird, like thinking about how much change occurs in the course of a day, how much change occurs in the course of a few days, and how much change just occurs in general. It's a lot... I've changed, I'm sure you have too... I guess once you get older you notice the changes a lot more than when your younger because it seems like time stands still. Time within the course of this year seems to have gone from "nicely paced" to "OMG OMG OMG LETS GOOOOOOOOO!" and my head is spinning, to think at the beginning of this year I thought that time would take forever to pass to heal the wounds I have and get over all of my problems throughout my depression, well I guess time gos a lot faster than I thought. Ironically I'm listening to Time Goes On from L'arc-en-ciel, a really good song about moving forward. I'm so reflective.... STOP. He he In a week from now I'll just be thinking SUMMER MUST GET EVERYTHING IN BEFORE SCHOOL AHHH!! he he for now... i guess i should just calm and relax and enjoy this ride on this endless current 8-) I know no one comments on this, I dont know why, im sure someone reads this stuff right?