glamourous
dude, things are getting so hard i don't know what to do anymore
that was dumb
you feel so bad i want to rip my soul out and feel nothing
all i feel is pain
ever
i can't feel good for a week
without
having the people person who made me feel okay
put that card through the shredder.
his problems are my problems.
i mirror all problems.
i can't have my own problems.
my own life.
my own anything worth a shit.
that is my problem.
so i have one thing?
no i don't
well either way i know that staying with them every night til 12 or 1 is the right answer because i have fucked up so badly to this point that i at least....... well this isn't going to help? nothing can help me so i might as well die or do whatever i want
just wish i knew what i want
will i ever know
k in all i just very much need to die. like italian torture equals this
life is the worst. material and sex are the only good things
AND THEY'RE HARD TO GET!
that was dumb
you feel so bad i want to rip my soul out and feel nothing
all i feel is pain
ever
i can't feel good for a week
without
having the people person who made me feel okay
put that card through the shredder.
his problems are my problems.
i mirror all problems.
i can't have my own problems.
my own life.
my own anything worth a shit.
that is my problem.
so i have one thing?
no i don't
well either way i know that staying with them every night til 12 or 1 is the right answer because i have fucked up so badly to this point that i at least....... well this isn't going to help? nothing can help me so i might as well die or do whatever i want
just wish i knew what i want
will i ever know
k in all i just very much need to die. like italian torture equals this
life is the worst. material and sex are the only good things
AND THEY'RE HARD TO GET!