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Dear Carmine,
I'm at work right now and I'm bored out of my fucking mind. Summer's good. I've been going to the cape on the weekends and working on the week days. I get paid decently, but there's hardly anything for me to do so I just sit at the computer for hours on end. I've been hanging out with Ilsa a lot and we're making lots of friends everywhere we go. And I'm hanging out with lots of other people too. It seems to be a good vacation so far.
Lately I've been kind of down in the dumps though. I don't have anything to complain about, and still I find myself feeling sad about different things, or nothing at all. I think it's a combination of things, all pushed off to the side during the school year that are now flooding my mind. I'm a lot different than I was last summer. But then again, everyone changes. I pay more attention to what others say or think about me. I care too much about the wrong things, and I let little things depress me. And I distract myself with worthless shit to make myself feel better, but it all comes back in the end. Bah it sucks to be sad in the summer.
Ciao.
p.s.- People suck.
p.p.s.- I really want a clove right now.
I'm at work right now and I'm bored out of my fucking mind. Summer's good. I've been going to the cape on the weekends and working on the week days. I get paid decently, but there's hardly anything for me to do so I just sit at the computer for hours on end. I've been hanging out with Ilsa a lot and we're making lots of friends everywhere we go. And I'm hanging out with lots of other people too. It seems to be a good vacation so far.
Lately I've been kind of down in the dumps though. I don't have anything to complain about, and still I find myself feeling sad about different things, or nothing at all. I think it's a combination of things, all pushed off to the side during the school year that are now flooding my mind. I'm a lot different than I was last summer. But then again, everyone changes. I pay more attention to what others say or think about me. I care too much about the wrong things, and I let little things depress me. And I distract myself with worthless shit to make myself feel better, but it all comes back in the end. Bah it sucks to be sad in the summer.
Ciao.
p.s.- People suck.
p.p.s.- I really want a clove right now.