bickering

[vielili]

 I was supposed to write something but I forgot, now i have to think of something interseting to talk about. I read in an article the law something or rule something that an established writer or whatever he is said, "the first three paragraphs of a novel is just crap."

well, I've never written a novel or a short story so if i'm understanding it correctly, this blog entry is just crap until i reach the fourth paragraph. or not necessarily in that case?

this is a blog in the first place and not a novel.

shoot!

I remembered what i was supposed to rant about.

I gave him a letter last night in the hope of making things spark once more. but to my surprise the words i chose to put into writing messed up the whole night.
instead of cuddling and kissing last night. we spent the whole 2 hours arguing over something that we can just sleep off.

I don't understand why simple things have to be so complicated. bickering.

I just don't want to add up dosappointments in my life, and it works for me. not expecting anything. not thinking of what to do next. It'll happen if it'll happen.

just throwing hands in the air and let chance take its course.whatever.

it just felt wrong to over react on the topic. maybe he's right. he always is.

nevermind