Our Baby, Our Love Chapter 01 part 01
But .. really?
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[Yunho POV]
I watched that figure. A men who have lived 2 weeks in my house, my wife..
A figure that always makes me overwhelmed by guilty. I don’t know how many lies I planted in his empty brain.
It's all because of negligence and carelessness. I ruined his life.
* Flashback
[ "Yunho a ~ where are you?"] I put the phone in my ear and then pinned it to the shoulder while both of my hands fumbled with the steering wheel in front of me.
"I'm almost there, Umma. 10 minutes" I said. Outside was dark and rain was pouring so hard, I got a little difficulty in seeing the front.
["okay then, be careful on driving"]
"okay Umma. See you later" I pressed the off button and then throw away my phone to the chair next to me. But a moment later it rang again.
Ring ~
While still concentrating on driving, I held out my hand to reach my ringing phone. But instead of touching the black thing, my hands touch nothing.
Ring ~
I turn my head towards the sound and found my phone fell down. Without slowing the car, I leaned to reach that object.
And that's when I saw them. JaeJoong .. and his husband was crossing the road. I was surprised. My car is run so fast so that even though I had slammed on the brakes, my car still hit them.
* End
I still remember clearly JaeJoong’s shocked face when he saw the car speeding towards him. The man next to him immediately pushed him until fall and unconscious while he was hit by my car.
I can’t think anymore. I longed to kill myself because I've made him suffer. I might be freed from prison because of money, but I know I can’t get rid of this guilt.
Especially when I know that he lost his memories ..
* Flashback
"Doctor how the two of them??" I called the doctor immediately when he came out from the operating room, almost 4 hours later.
I know there is something wrong when I saw his face.
"Kim JaeJoong sshi, the pregnant man loses his memories while Park YooChun sshi, the other man, can’t be saved"
BANG
That news shocking me like a lightning. I fell back with a pale face. I have omitted someone's life.
Then they pushed him out, Kim JaeJoong, the man who had his life destroyed by me.
I followed him to the treatment room and sat next to him. Slowly, I picked up the white pale hand and grasp it tightly.
And for the first time I cried. I was crying loudly like a child until my head ached. I bury my face into his hands and sobbed for a while until I felt it move.
I Lift my head and my eyes met directly with that beautiful eyes.
"Who?" He asked.
What should I answer? "I'm your husband, Jae..” I said, without realizing it.
* End
"Ho .. Yunho .. "I wake from my trance and found his face right in front of my face.
"Are you okay?" he asked in a worried tone as he touched my cheek.
I smiled and nodded. "I'm fine Jae .." I said, reaching for the hand and hold it tight. He smiled and his cheeks flushed red.
"Are you hungry? I can cook something if you want" he said later. I shook my head and pulled him into the room. "You need to rest a lot, Jae.."
Then I put him to sleep on the bed and covered him with a warm blanket. And just before I turned, he grab my hand.
"Can you accompany me until I sleep? I’m .. scared .. This room is still feels so strange to me .. "he whispered.
I smiled and lay down next to me. I hugged him from behind and he leaned his head on my chest. I placed my hand right above his big belly.
"Sleep baby~" I whispered, kissing the top of his head and rubbed his stomach softly. He nodded and fell asleep a few moments later.
Seeing him so comfortable and so believe in me, my tears starting to spread out. I can’t help but feel afraid when imagine what if his memory back. I can’t imagine his reaction if he know one day it was me who had killed his husband. I'm the one who had destroyed his life.
2 weeks with him, feel him more and more deeply. I love him. Loving a man with no memory..
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To Part 02 because LJ hates me :(
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[Yunho POV]
I watched that figure. A men who have lived 2 weeks in my house, my wife..
A figure that always makes me overwhelmed by guilty. I don’t know how many lies I planted in his empty brain.
It's all because of negligence and carelessness. I ruined his life.
* Flashback
[ "Yunho a ~ where are you?"] I put the phone in my ear and then pinned it to the shoulder while both of my hands fumbled with the steering wheel in front of me.
"I'm almost there, Umma. 10 minutes" I said. Outside was dark and rain was pouring so hard, I got a little difficulty in seeing the front.
["okay then, be careful on driving"]
"okay Umma. See you later" I pressed the off button and then throw away my phone to the chair next to me. But a moment later it rang again.
Ring ~
While still concentrating on driving, I held out my hand to reach my ringing phone. But instead of touching the black thing, my hands touch nothing.
Ring ~
I turn my head towards the sound and found my phone fell down. Without slowing the car, I leaned to reach that object.
And that's when I saw them. JaeJoong .. and his husband was crossing the road. I was surprised. My car is run so fast so that even though I had slammed on the brakes, my car still hit them.
* End
I still remember clearly JaeJoong’s shocked face when he saw the car speeding towards him. The man next to him immediately pushed him until fall and unconscious while he was hit by my car.
I can’t think anymore. I longed to kill myself because I've made him suffer. I might be freed from prison because of money, but I know I can’t get rid of this guilt.
Especially when I know that he lost his memories ..
* Flashback
"Doctor how the two of them??" I called the doctor immediately when he came out from the operating room, almost 4 hours later.
I know there is something wrong when I saw his face.
"Kim JaeJoong sshi, the pregnant man loses his memories while Park YooChun sshi, the other man, can’t be saved"
BANG
That news shocking me like a lightning. I fell back with a pale face. I have omitted someone's life.
Then they pushed him out, Kim JaeJoong, the man who had his life destroyed by me.
I followed him to the treatment room and sat next to him. Slowly, I picked up the white pale hand and grasp it tightly.
And for the first time I cried. I was crying loudly like a child until my head ached. I bury my face into his hands and sobbed for a while until I felt it move.
I Lift my head and my eyes met directly with that beautiful eyes.
"Who?" He asked.
What should I answer? "I'm your husband, Jae..” I said, without realizing it.
* End
"Ho .. Yunho .. "I wake from my trance and found his face right in front of my face.
"Are you okay?" he asked in a worried tone as he touched my cheek.
I smiled and nodded. "I'm fine Jae .." I said, reaching for the hand and hold it tight. He smiled and his cheeks flushed red.
"Are you hungry? I can cook something if you want" he said later. I shook my head and pulled him into the room. "You need to rest a lot, Jae.."
Then I put him to sleep on the bed and covered him with a warm blanket. And just before I turned, he grab my hand.
"Can you accompany me until I sleep? I’m .. scared .. This room is still feels so strange to me .. "he whispered.
I smiled and lay down next to me. I hugged him from behind and he leaned his head on my chest. I placed my hand right above his big belly.
"Sleep baby~" I whispered, kissing the top of his head and rubbed his stomach softly. He nodded and fell asleep a few moments later.
Seeing him so comfortable and so believe in me, my tears starting to spread out. I can’t help but feel afraid when imagine what if his memory back. I can’t imagine his reaction if he know one day it was me who had killed his husband. I'm the one who had destroyed his life.
2 weeks with him, feel him more and more deeply. I love him. Loving a man with no memory..
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To Part 02 because LJ hates me :(