life...
as most of you know.. kurt and i broke up on halloween. which happened to be also our seven month aniversary. actually it happened after midnight which means that it was on 11-1. the number 111 happens to haunt me. always has. i find that wierd. oh well. everything happens for a reason. i still love him though. maybe we will get together again soon. i can only hope. life throws stuff at you that you think you cannot take. but when it actually happens if you bend with the punches you turn out okay. if you keep telling yourself that everything will be alright and you will make it through this and be stronger for it in the end. i keep telling myself that there is more to life than this, and it really does help. even though everything reminds me of him. we are still friends, contrary to most advice i have been given, but i dont care what other people say. this is me and how i feel and nothing is going to make me feel OK with it so... might as well talk to him. we had also been best friends for like 2 years before we ever started dating, and it would be a big loss to my life to loose such a great friendship. so here i go to try to rekindle it. wish me luck.
-morg
-morg