So's not to see you see me react.

[viderement]

Shitty day/night, considering I haven't quite slept, and I haven't quite tamed my subconsciousness.

I can't help but think that I feel broken. I can't shake it.
I can't escape it.
it just goes
and goes
and goes
on and on, and keeps me up, restless but exhausted.

"What you did to me made me see myself something awful
A voice once stentorian is now again meek and muffled
It took me such a long time to get back up the first time you did it
I spent all I had to get it back, and now it seems I've been out-bidded

My peace and quiet was stolen from me
When I was looking with calm affection
You were searching out my imperfections

What wasted unconditional love
On somebody
Who doesn't believe in the stuff

You came upon me like a hypnic jerk
When I was just about settled
And when it counts you recoil
With a cryptic word and leave a love belittled

Oh what a cold and common old way to go
I was feeding on the need for you to know me
Devastated at the rate you fell below me

What wasted unconditional love
On somebody
Who doesn't believe in the stuff

Oh, well"