Broken hearted and torn apart... but whose fault is it.. other then my own...?

[vider_des_reves]

i think i lost him tonight.. but its my own fault... (yea i said him)... josh talked to me just now.. and told me.. a lot of stuff.. i feel horrible... and i dont have anyone to talk to.. cause no one knows... no one fuckin knows... he wouldnt even talk to me so i could apologize bout earlier.. i felt so bad once i realized how i made him feel.. i was sittin at work.. and realized it.. i just wanted to see him though...

Broken hearted and torn apart... but whose fault is it.. other then my own...?