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I just watched the first 2 episodes of Grey's Anatomy, because I can't sleep. Running trend I know.
I never really liked Meredith Grey, and now I know why. We're so alike... it's... it's really sad.
I know they make characters that are easy to identify with, but really I had pegged myself as an Izzy, eternally optomistic and even childlike in wonder.
But I'm not, I'm Meredith, damaged goods. Capable of the fall but not of actually letting go.
I finally decided I wasn't falling asleep at 2, it's 3:45 now and I think I'm gonna get ready for work. 3 hours early is becoming a routine for me now, healthy? no. but profitable at least. If I'm just gonna be sitting up in front of the computer I might as well get paid to do so, right?
I never really liked Meredith Grey, and now I know why. We're so alike... it's... it's really sad.
I know they make characters that are easy to identify with, but really I had pegged myself as an Izzy, eternally optomistic and even childlike in wonder.
But I'm not, I'm Meredith, damaged goods. Capable of the fall but not of actually letting go.
I finally decided I wasn't falling asleep at 2, it's 3:45 now and I think I'm gonna get ready for work. 3 hours early is becoming a routine for me now, healthy? no. but profitable at least. If I'm just gonna be sitting up in front of the computer I might as well get paid to do so, right?