Jan 19, 2006 01:04
Eh.
That's pretty much what I'm feeling right now. I've had some pretty good/funny moments in the last few days, I've had some really bad moments the last few days, but mostly it's just been "eh." On a scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being the worst, "eh" is about a 4. I really need something to bring me out of this rut I've fallen into. I'm not really depressed, I'm just not having fun/being happy in my life as it is right now. The only thing that seems to be improving my spirits any at all is listening to piano/orchestral music, and that unfortunately is only a temporary respite from my thoughts and feelings. (On a sidenote: This is one of the reasons why I really love music...it can just take you away, especially if you have a particularly fond memory associated with it.) I think it is pretty bad when I want to go to work. I used to do just about anything I could to get out of working, and now I actually want to work.
I could go on like that for hours, probably even days...but I'll spare you the "emo."
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