Aw, you guys.

Feb 25, 2003 11:26

In answer to Rob's question : My boyfriend travels around a lot with his work. He spends an equal amount of time in the UK, but obviously, not all of it can be spent with me seen as I'm at uni and his family are up in Manchester. So it's split. For about a quarter of his time he is with me, which is hard. It hasn't always been like this, about a year now, though. I talk to him when I can, but it's really upto him to contact me, and often he finds himself in places where it's pretty impossible.

I'm not insecure about the fact that there are other women. It's been too long, and I trust him the same way he trusts me. I'm just very lonely. I have two flat mates who are complete party animals, and I get fairly jealous of them, I will admit, but I do not want that lifestyle. I've had it. All i want is to settle down and have some kind of stability in my life, but I have to wait for Pad to be home permenantly for me to do that. When his job started out, I was offered a place on the team to go with him. I am tied to uni and didn't want to give up on what I'd worked so hard for, for so long.

My life is boring, and I don't have many friends. I don't even want many friends. Like I said, I just want a settled life.
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