(no subject)
Couldn't really sleep last night. Kinda felt hollow inside so I tried to fill the void with Smallville. Unfortunately the first episode was cheesy and all about bringing the good out of this cop so he could go home and tell his son proudly, I'm a good person. The moral little speeches were sickening.
I dreamt, and it was bad. Not even sure what it was about anymore. Unlike my two hour doze in the library between classes. I was trying to read a book, covered up with my jacket, and then drifted away to my dreamland library, which is much cooler than the actual one. It has a grand staircase and an elevator that comes out of the floor and somehow goes up though it never travels up. Anyway I was trying to get the elevator and I was searching for someone but couldn't find them.
Get to study for a test Thursday. Should be easy as long as I actually take an hour or two to review. Gender of psychology was oh so much fun (sarcasm). We began the chapter on romantic relationships. At least we watched a movie. Fairly decent, a bit odd, called Normal. About a couple celebrating their 25th anniversary and the guy decides to tell everyone that he was born in the wrong body and wants to be a she.
Came home and spent sometime by the computer with a box of kleenexes due to a runny nose. Tried to sleep, tried to read. Watched some Smallville again. Ended up calling home and think I'm going to take Sunday off and get back to my roots, even if it is just for a day. Besides I need to interview my grandma for a psych class.
Tomorrow should be a diverting day though. I work 5-11 am, or longer depending if the truck gets unloaded. Then class, two meetings, hanging out with a friend I haven't seen in a while with living on the other side of town and then an APB movie. Then another fun day of school and work till my weekend is over.
I'm really rather ready to just quit life. There's not much fun left in it, but I'm going to keep trucking.
I dreamt, and it was bad. Not even sure what it was about anymore. Unlike my two hour doze in the library between classes. I was trying to read a book, covered up with my jacket, and then drifted away to my dreamland library, which is much cooler than the actual one. It has a grand staircase and an elevator that comes out of the floor and somehow goes up though it never travels up. Anyway I was trying to get the elevator and I was searching for someone but couldn't find them.
Get to study for a test Thursday. Should be easy as long as I actually take an hour or two to review. Gender of psychology was oh so much fun (sarcasm). We began the chapter on romantic relationships. At least we watched a movie. Fairly decent, a bit odd, called Normal. About a couple celebrating their 25th anniversary and the guy decides to tell everyone that he was born in the wrong body and wants to be a she.
Came home and spent sometime by the computer with a box of kleenexes due to a runny nose. Tried to sleep, tried to read. Watched some Smallville again. Ended up calling home and think I'm going to take Sunday off and get back to my roots, even if it is just for a day. Besides I need to interview my grandma for a psych class.
Tomorrow should be a diverting day though. I work 5-11 am, or longer depending if the truck gets unloaded. Then class, two meetings, hanging out with a friend I haven't seen in a while with living on the other side of town and then an APB movie. Then another fun day of school and work till my weekend is over.
I'm really rather ready to just quit life. There's not much fun left in it, but I'm going to keep trucking.