the person i loved became a stranger. but love lives in the memories.
why keep hoping?
because hope is what keeps us going. it's our expectations that bring us down. we get hurt because no matter how slim the odds are, a part of us always believes in the impossible. but maybe that's not always such a bad thing. granted, it's painful when life hits us at our seemingly lowest point, but look behind you and see how far hope has gotten you. perhaps hope is not so much an emotion as it is a gift, that, in our darkest moments, keeps us alive. and although it doesn't promise an immediate happy ending, it promises not to let life just end. in the same way, it cannot always bring you a second chance to fight, but hope will give you a fighting chance.<3
-takeitwithyou_x3
i always go to that xanga site for quotes. why? `cause i think that the person who owns it knows what i`m going through. she just went through a break-up. her quotes have the tendency to tell what i`m thinking about. i don`t know her, and i bet she would never know me either, but it`s nice to know that you`re not as alone as you thought. :]
i`m hoping, beyond all reason, that things will get better. not only with hans, but also with my family problems and my problems with my friends. i`m hoping for even...just a day, just one perfect day. i`m hoping that everything will go back the way it used to be or just, simply better because i believe that everything gets better in the end.
thursday: i was with sarah, kiele and ielle during lunch time. there`s a song for gio. :]]
my name is gio, yeah!
i don`t make ligo, yeah!
`cause i am kalbo, yeah!
and it makes me hilo. :]]
hahaha! :]] and kiele tricked alex && ai. c`mon! :]] but it was fun. we tricked other people too. aia, adrian, ernest, carla, i think. :]]
my mom and i had a fight before i went to sleep.
friday: we had a mass, so we didn`t do gymnastics. when we got to the gym, we [charm, alex, anne && i] had, like 30 minutes to go. so, we just ate coach george`s popcorn and made kwento! :]] kilig.
lea, thanks for printing it out. :]] i was kidding, but still, thanks. :]] did you show it to him? haha! :]]
anyway, i don`t think i care for hans anymore. he`s just...nothing. i don`t want to care for him, and truth be told, i want to slap him. i swear. and i know i`m not the only one. i really, really, REALLY, hate what he did. i mean, he was like...i don`t know. showing me that he doesn`t like our memories anymore? damn. i want to slap him. he reminds me of this quote from before sunrise. "you'd like to think you're both in all this pain but they're just like 'hey, I'm glad you're gone'."
stayed with dance troupe for a while, then went to glorietta with my brothers and my dad. we ate then played in timezone. when auds && nina came, we watched night at the museum. so funny! :]] i love that movie. it`s really nice! WATCH IT! :]] then, we bought candy. i miss eating candy. :]]