"is this what you wants to hear? that your man is the playa of the year?"
It's been way to long since i have stopped in here.... but it is currently 5:00 AM and i'm not tired, i don't have work anywhere, i'm not in florida, i don't have an xbox 360 and i've been playing smackdown vs raw 2006 all day. I'm up on the late night thinking about stuff so we all know... what better to do while thinking then throw it down in a LJ for the world to see what goes on in your head and for the good people out in LJ land to reply to what silliness is thrown out there and see if they can make sense of it. Hold on gotta put in a new cd....
Ok, there we go.. so what i'm thinking is why is life why it is.. really? It doesn't make sense 3/4ths of the time.... and when it does make sense 3/4ths the people don't understand it... people are fucked up in this world we live in. People get shot over dumb shit... i mean seriously why the hell is someone gonna shoot somebody over jordans? I mean we're talking bout some god damn shoes, but then again if Mike and Nike didn't charge a 150, maybe we wouldn't have ever had a problem? If they only cost 50 i bet nobody would have got jacked or shot... well hell maybe so.
Naw that aint really what i been thinking about it was just a good question i was wondering.. what i really wanna know is, if i died today would YOU come to my funeral? I often wonder and ponder this question, how many people that say they are cool with me and all of this shit... would they show up when it counted most? I have truly pondered faking my own death just to "hide out" and see who all came out. It is to hard to do and to much trouble for myself to pull off (i'm lazy) but doesn't it make you wonder? I think a lot of people would show up, but i'm not sure everybody that is "cool" with me and "smiles in my face" would be there... who knows? sure as hell not me....
One last question... you ever wondered if you would die for someone? I've been there.. and wish i could go back.... but i know there is some people out there i would take a bullet for or whatever.. but would you? Think about it.. who would you die for and who would die for you? Sometimes you won't really know until you are faced with the situation.... only one way to find out i guess.....
I'm out--
Vic.. "if murder is hereditary then dying is my destiny"
Ok, there we go.. so what i'm thinking is why is life why it is.. really? It doesn't make sense 3/4ths of the time.... and when it does make sense 3/4ths the people don't understand it... people are fucked up in this world we live in. People get shot over dumb shit... i mean seriously why the hell is someone gonna shoot somebody over jordans? I mean we're talking bout some god damn shoes, but then again if Mike and Nike didn't charge a 150, maybe we wouldn't have ever had a problem? If they only cost 50 i bet nobody would have got jacked or shot... well hell maybe so.
Naw that aint really what i been thinking about it was just a good question i was wondering.. what i really wanna know is, if i died today would YOU come to my funeral? I often wonder and ponder this question, how many people that say they are cool with me and all of this shit... would they show up when it counted most? I have truly pondered faking my own death just to "hide out" and see who all came out. It is to hard to do and to much trouble for myself to pull off (i'm lazy) but doesn't it make you wonder? I think a lot of people would show up, but i'm not sure everybody that is "cool" with me and "smiles in my face" would be there... who knows? sure as hell not me....
One last question... you ever wondered if you would die for someone? I've been there.. and wish i could go back.... but i know there is some people out there i would take a bullet for or whatever.. but would you? Think about it.. who would you die for and who would die for you? Sometimes you won't really know until you are faced with the situation.... only one way to find out i guess.....
I'm out--
Vic.. "if murder is hereditary then dying is my destiny"