Sep 29, 2004 04:12
i'm sure news is beginning to circulate about a certain incident that will undoubtedly tear my family apart.
i'm am a little less distraught now that i know that my older brother is alive, after hearing that a certain group who visited my house (and threw cement blocks at my brother's car) the night of the incident had probably killed him. i don't know what is going to happen, i just know that our family will never be the same.
i am many things. i am disgusted. i am sad. i am angry.
i loathe all that has caused this nightmare-- guns, violence, drugs, power trips, greed, and games played with delicate lives.
happy 18th birthday randy, enjoy your coming of adulthood in a jail cell. i just hope you didn't throw your life away.