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i resent that we talk about our brains like computers. that we network, that we peer to peer, that we connect even, now. i will never. i will never!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but, also, i know we live in a world where without wifi i die.
connect me to the universe, connect me to the internet, connect me to the information highway but oh my fucking godddddddddd please leave the other humans out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i refuse to move, but die at the thought of never being found. my hand will not be forced!!!!!!!!!!! i find my future imagined community in isolation and have lived long enough to know it matters little if they're never realized. i only need them here in theory, anyway.