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it's like when you try so hard to do something, then finally do it
and it just results in nothing,
just as if it wasn't a game that you were playing in your own head and losing
but then you finally win
and the ref says that you were doing drugs and forfits you letting the other team win
in your own mind.
how can this really happen in life? you might as yourself
but it does.
so just don't expect to win and life will be easier, eventhough you don't want to believe that
it's the truth.
then when you don't expect to win, hopefully it'll oneday happen
and it just results in nothing,
just as if it wasn't a game that you were playing in your own head and losing
but then you finally win
and the ref says that you were doing drugs and forfits you letting the other team win
in your own mind.
how can this really happen in life? you might as yourself
but it does.
so just don't expect to win and life will be easier, eventhough you don't want to believe that
it's the truth.
then when you don't expect to win, hopefully it'll oneday happen