Aug 25, 2005 15:19
excuse my recent mood. i'm better now. there was trouble in paradise, as there always is. it really shook me up. i guess it just shows how much that friendship means to me. i'm sorry. we're too much alike for our own good but at least we can pull through.
**thank you SO MUCH kevin and john**
talked to robert a bit more yesterday. he's starting up a study group for calculus (THANK GOD) so i'll be expecting a call from him soon. yay for friends in hard classes! dj called me today as i was driving away. didn't see him and my phone was out of service so all i got was his message. =P dork. i wasn't paying attention... i had my headphones on... yeah i'm realizing what an unsafe driver i am. but it's ok because i make up for it in skill/luck. hehe. much like kristina, i'm beginning to view ventura as MY school. i'm completely comfortable laying down and reading a book between classes. i can find my way around. i KNOW people. :) awww jimmy and andy and ian from yari's program... they're so cute! i think i'll leave my headphones off for a bit and take the time to talk to people. like the guy who works at the snack shack who played smashing pumpkins today. and the guy who was going to sell me his book. and the girl who let me use her student discount. and the guy who works in the bookstore. *makes a mental note to gather the names of these students* that's good for now i think. i don't want to over-do it. i feel bad for forgetting the name of the guy who sits next to me in econ. he's cool too.
OK! i'm gonna wait for joey's call now. gonna go to the movies sometime after 4 with alex i think. see 30 year old virgin. hehe. woot! grandma just called. i'm gonna go visit for a bit.
later all.