christmas is lame. shoot it and put it out of its misery.
*sigh* every year i dread the christmas trip. i never appreciate it. this year i've realized how much fun i have when i just forget about being a drama queen. i was looking forward to it. i wanted to give family a second shot. well, family crapped on me and there's a feud between the trunk and our branch. so... it's off to bakersfield to see the step grandma. only met her twice. she seems nice i guess. i just wanted to see great grandma rose and the 16 kids and have a wrapping paper fight and sing joy to the world at the top of our lungs on the way to the restaraunt and dance to oldies in the kitchen. :'( well, at least i get to go to PA later. maybe by some grace, grandma, dad, and cheryl will make up and we'll be able to visit. fuck... jan didn't even invite us this year. (other branch of family that we visit EVERY YEAR) they're still pissed at dad for marrying cheryl. and probably for becoming more of a recluse. well, the hermit-like part you can't do anything about but damn it people! they're family now. you can't will that away. cheryl is nice to you if you're nice to her. she's only a smart ass if you're a rude bitch (which you've been). i've accepted her into the picture. it's way past time you did too. it's been almost three years. he's not going to divorce her any time soon.