haven't updated since tuesday?!
i went back to that youth group. the one that i went to for about... 2 and a half years. it didn't go too well. if not for jecca... she's the only person that i haven't had any contact with that made me feel really welcome. i mean, barb and nicole and josiah did but that's their job. they're the youth leaders. i just think... if the youth group wants to forget me, then i should forget them. justin is supposed to come home tonight. so where is he? played cards with my mom, ted, and dave. i hate being the butt of jokes. dave left righ after even though we'd agreed to hang out. i mean we did, but not for very long. i thought it was because he thought i was mad but i guess he was going to hang out with april. whatever. tomorrow i get to see deli! yay! and go to class. i wanna kidnap kelsey and make her spend the night sometime soon. i wanna visit amber. and mel. and i met this guy named james online who's pretty cool. ok maybe i don't want to visit him. but talking's fun. he's british. and he has strange views on eggs and bacon. haha. i need to get to sleep. i need to read and outline "taming of the shrew". ehh... i'll do it tomorrow. sleep now. g'night el-jay! (good night justin. miss youuuuuuuu!)